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The Screech of an Eagle
I go to an orientation for my county's fire department. They make a big deal about how you make an impression everywhere you go, so dress...
Jul 283 min read


Stripped Away
I’ve come to understand we have a cultural view of death as the worst-case scenario. Anyone dealing directly with death and dying knows...
Jul 94 min read


Fitting
I see a text from a group chat that says the reserve department I’ve been volunteering with for the last year will be having structure...
Jun 134 min read


Thank You for Trying
I’m on shift getting groceries and a man is looking at me. I give a friendly smile and he says, “Thank you for trying to save my...
Apr 152 min read


Why Are You Here?
I’m in the parking lot of a testing site where there will be the three-hour written test required to apply to many fire departments. This...
Mar 122 min read


What Nurses Don't Understand
I’ve been a reserve firefighter for eight months. Over that period, I’ve had the same conversation with three different people. It goes...
Mar 124 min read


You’re Really Not What They’re Looking For
I applied for a position I knew I was barely qualified for my first year as a volunteer firefighter. There is an Engineer’s academy once...
Dec 12, 20247 min read


Come Sit Down and Talk to Me
I took the physical agility test that’s a prerequisite for many fire departments during medic school. I drove three hours to take it. I...
Sep 26, 20243 min read
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